Journey of life

Its a long... journey between Life and Death

And there is no escape my friend

Any path you may choose for the expedition

the equations will vary

The sum of happiness and sorrows

would remain the constant, by your fate

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Being selfish in love

If being selfish in love is a sin

Then every body who loves is a sinner, first

I, too,  choose to be a sinner

Until I lose and become

GOD

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Come back

Every time that our paths intersect

I turn around and look for you

I know you are not there,

But I still see you there

Through my imaginations

It makes me feel sad

And makes me feel happy

This is making me mad

And this is making me sappy

Every moment you are missing from my life

My life is missing moments from my life

All I say is, come back

Please come back

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Destiny

The way I have loved you

And the way I love you

Nobody else deserves it, ever

Because nobody is you

And I would not let

anybody be you, ever

No matter what destiny holds

I shall write my own fate, you

And if its not you, .....

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TRUST

Now, all that I am left with is

TRUST

Though I don't know if the trust is

In God, in You, or in Me

Or may be this is just a delusion

I am just holding on to this thought

That one fine day, I shall be granted

The wish of my life that I say

Nothing more would I want for life

The pains would be pleasures

Obstacles would be blessings

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Oh ! Dear God !

Oh! Dear God !

Every time I have made a wish

You have been so wise to me

Right or wrong, I never gave a thought

All I did was, made wishes I sought

I was happy, I was sad

I said you good, I said you bad

Carefully, throughly, thoughtfully though

This time, listen to my prayer

Before deciding, breath-in some air

The wish I make is for my life

The wish I make is for my love

Make my love my life, forever

And I shall ask for nothing more

Because my love is my life

So I shall ask for nothing more

Oh ! Dear God !

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I will be no more

I am trying to move away from you,

And my destiny is ripping us apart

I wish somehow I could elude

The baffle is creating a turmoil

I wish I could scream out

Return back the pangs of life

But I will take it all

I will not smile again

Come, hurt me some more

And I shall sustain through

I know the pain is awful

But this will come to an end

The pain will be no more

Because one day, I will be no more

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Gone are the dreams of my eyes

I saw you, you were here only, right here

I blinked my eyes, and you were gone

I can't see you anywhere, I can't feel you

Were you a dream in my open eyes

I wonder why did I felt you, your presence

Your love & affection, your touch & sense

I know that you are not here

Still, I'll always hold you inside me, tight, forever

Though it is hurting like anything

But now the pain is the only the pleasure

Though it is hurting like anything

These sufferings are my only treasure

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No matter....

No matter what I wish, coz you are my only yearn

No matter what I dream, coz you are my only fantasy

No matter what I pray, coz you are my only devotion

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Go away...!!!

I know that some day you may leave me, for ever and for ever

I beg you, don't hold me so tight that I can't run away from you

You will not come back to me

No matter how much I cry, and scream my lungs out

I will be alive, though I shall die from within, brutally

No emotions, no feeling, no love, no life

Just a structure breathing & moving, but twinged

You'll never know when would I slip away from your world

Roaming alone in search of the inner peace, lost forever

To find that almighty I've never believed in

To ask all those unanswered questions in my heart

Standing at some lonely high corner of the world

I would stare at that unending high

and scream and scream and scream till I loose my voice

and then also I shall scream from within, till I die

and then also I shall scream from my grave till I get earth

And then every bit of earth would scream

Choke the universe with the pain I have in my small heart

I'll not let you hear them, I'll not let you feel them

Coz I 'll never let you know the whereabout of my pains

No matter what form of the universe I am in

I would always love you, be with you

wherever you are, wherever your love is

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Friendship v/s Love

There are times when I wanna stay just calm

But you'd want to me to speak up my heart

When I open my heart to you, you go mute

Mutely you say, "Why you seem so shrewd?"

I want you to be friend, I want to be your friend

A friendship so strong, which never would bend

I want you to be my love, I want to be your love

Our love so prudent, our love without any end

When I am friend, you look around for my love

And if I love you, you say "Just be my friend."

Let me be your love, or just let me be a friend

Don't keep me perplexed, lets bring this to an end

I want you.. again...

Since the time you have left me

I trove you

In every bit of what you left behind

A broken heart

The entangled emotions

That sabotaged love

And a subverted me

Still, Looking at this boundless cosmos

I see you in all my wide open eyes see

I feel you in all my mortal touches

I want you in all I would wish forever

Please come back to me

For the severance is killing me every moment I'm alive without you

I want to live again, me being a part, only of you

I want to breathe again, with life you infuse in me

Love you. Maa

I was wandering in the vast utopia of the almighty
When I heard a sweet voice calling me by name
Deliriously I looked around for the one calling me
Hoping to see the beautiful angel or a lovely dame


There she was, from another beautiful world of the divine
waiting for me, hoping for me, so joyed and elated
The dreams that she saw, the plans that she had
Its been long time, how long had she waited


She took the pains to bring me to this world
And to love me and love me and love me a lot
There I was in her tender hands, tears in eyes
Anxiously, excitedly, zealously, ardently she saw


A part of her; living, moving, smiling; in her embrace
She was complete once again, new life carved out of her
Blessed, gifted by god, for life; and ever I wish so

I dedicate this post to my mother, an inseparable part of me, my life. Love you MAA.

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All that I do.... for you.....

I see you, not only because 

you want me to see you

but

because I too want to see you.

I touch you, not only because

you want me to touch you

but

because I too want to touch you.

I hold you, not only because

you want me to hold you

but

because I too want to hold you.

I feel for you, not only because

you want me to feel for you

but

because I too want to feel for you.

 I do it for you, not only because

you want me to do for you

but

because I too want to do it for you.

I love you, not only because

you want me to love you

but

because I too want to love you.

I wrote this for you, not only because

you want to me write it for you

but

because I too want to write this for you.

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Words you say...

Every word that you say

either

make my life

OR

break my life

Soul Mate

Every time I mate with you

The more my soul

AMALGAMATES

with you

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Soul of my life

If, ever, you look inside me

all you will see is

YOU

the soul of my life

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